UK ‘Tis :: September :: 2008
UncategorizedSeptember 21, 2008 12:30 am

‘Bro, kalau kau nak tengok perangai sebenar manusia, inilah masanya, Ramadhan. Syaitan dah takda, so yang tinggal purely perangai sebenar manusia’

Hmmm, it is true indeed that what we see during this ramadhan month, genuinely come fom the  nature of each of the human being itself, with no influence from syaitan, as the latter is safely kept in hell during the month.

Tengok diri, tepuk dada, tanya iman.

Kalau dalam bulan puasa ini pun kita corrupt,it means that we are inherently corrupted, thanks to the syaitans’ perpetual training in the previous year.

If we are doing well during this ramadhan, Alhamdulillah, the previous year’s ramadhan has made us a better person, and throughout the year, we had successfully managed the slick syaitan.

And this ramadhan, albeit already in the final ten days,  let us improve ourselves, as to be well prepared for the next post-ramadhan battle, when syaitan will also  improve its strategy.

Let us find the Lailatul Qadar,  but please don’t be surprise if you see the mosque’s dome lies on the ground…tehehehe

UncategorizedSeptember 16, 2008 3:41 pm

‘Yesterday is a history, today is a gift, and tomorrow is a mystery’ said the panda in the Kungfu Panda movie.

It strikes me really to hear this quotation from the movie, as at one glance, it merely resembles, though not in the meaning, the saying of Saidina Abu Bakar of those whose day is worse than, same as, or better than the yesterday.

This blog has not been updated for quite long now, yes, I do realise that. But surely, as usual, time is to be blamed, when indeed it is us who waste it unnecessarily.

I usually wake up at 6.15a.m. I arrive at bank around 7.30a.m. I start working at 9a.m, so in the meantime I normally spend my precious 1.5 morning hour in the library, catching up with my study.

At 9a.m, I will turn my laptop on, and that moment signifies the beginning of the vicious work cycle for the day.

At 9.30a.m, though having loads of office works, we will be herded to the site, i.e. to the bank that we supervise. So to the bank we go, bringing all the office work which in the first place does not necessitate us going to the said site.

After wasting like 20 minutes on the road, we arrive at the site, which is located in front of Puduraya.

Between 10a.m and 1245p.m, with limited resources, I take my time, and try to complete all the office work. In between, the manager or her de facto manager will call and ask me to do some info searching, to be submitted as soon as possible.

Again, from 2p.m to 5p.m, I will again take my time to finish the office work. Again, in between, the manager or her de facto manager will call and ask me to do some info searching, to be submitted as soon as possible.

Arrive at office around 5p.m after spending another 40 minutes on the road, this time due to the congestion at Jln Tun Perak as people are now rushing from workplace to home for the buka puasa.

Upon arrival, the manager or her de factor manager will shout your name out loud, and ask you for the info that she requested through phone earlier. In addition, she questions my skills in prioritising things. ASAP things need to be submitted ASAP, not at 5p.m.

To my manager and my de factor manager I give my simple answer, ‘I don’t have email access at site’ 

This entry is farking boring I know, but lesson to note is: There is no point of going to site, wasting almost 1 hour on the road, with no email access, when you keep on bugging me on off-site matters which in the first place does not necessitate me to go to the site.

Yet you always want it ASAP.

Truly from the bottom of my heart, we are not working in a Mackie D restaurant, as to be treated ASAP all the time.

 

UncategorizedSeptember 4, 2008 1:39 pm

"I can guarantee, out of all the three hundred participants of this assembly, 95% of them will futur (kecundang) the moment they touch the land of Malaysia"

I can still remember, while attending an annual spring season assembly organised by one of the Islamic Societies in the UK, one of the participants, during the muhasabah slot, projected his opinion on the steadfastness and consistency among participants in striving for Islam.

To my dear friend who sat next to me during the muhasabah I said "Awat lah mamat ni nak kena ckp benda2 macam ni, bukan kah percakapan itu satu doa? Tak optimistic langsung"

A father, who works hard to raised his children and earning RM500 per month has a very large family. He takes care of his family well, with the children were given considerable amount of basic education. The children were brilliant, but due to the financial constraint, the father had made a tough decision by pulling his eldest 17 year-old son out from school.

A teacher, who teaches her 35 students wholeheartedly, felt happy when some of her students pass the SPM examination with a flying colour result. Though she had taught, educated and enlightened the students in her class equally, yet there are some who unfortunately did not manage to get good result.

A spring season Islamic assembly participant, who throughout the program was the key team player, has participated very well in all group discussions, talks and debates. He’s in fact a very good speaker, whose speaking skill is so good that he has elated and motivated others as to strive for Islam. As he was sponsored by one of the local’s biggest investment firm for his study, immediately after his 3-year graduate study, he was summoned to work with the firm for quite a number of years. It has been few years now, and due to the work commitment, he has yet to contribute any to the strive that he was talking about previously.

A juak UMNO, who throughout his 3-year study was a Malay Cultural Society president, has organised quite a number of Malaysia Nights. Those Malaysia Nights were very successful indeed. He directed the drama, dikir barat and the dances on his own. He himself is a good choreographer, hence the presentations were very lively and real. He was sponsored by the local central bank, hence upon coming back to Malaysia, he worked with the bank wholeheartedly. He once said to his manager that despite the low pay that he is earning, his loyalty to the bank is indeed boundless. What a silly statement! Yet, despite his hectic life in the very fast pace working environment, he managed to spend his time and contribute for his UMNO club. Last time I heard, he had successfully organised a program for his prep college’s current students.

The father is not a futur father despite of his failure in giving a complete education to his son. Indeed SPM is not really a good indicator of peoples’ success. One of the riches man in Malaysia, whose contribution to the society is abundance in value, did not even finish his SPM. But his parents had taught him very well. The father is surely not futur father, is he?

The teacher, despite her inability to make all of her students pass with a flying colour result is surely not a futur teacher, is she?

The juak UMNO, despite his futile endeavour organising the Malaysia Night which was greatly condemned by the Islamic assembly, in his own course of race survivorship is surely not a futur leader, is he?

And for the participant, despite all of his pung-pang pung-pang, so far has done nothing on what he said previously during the spring assembly; can we simply say that he is one of the 95%? And surely the person who preaches others on what he himself not practice is indeed facing a great problem.

And the other participants? You decide yourself, please. After one year of being in Malaysia, the 95% prediction is indeed correct.

My advice: Don’t be too long in the metamorphosis phase, as for the larva not too come out after a certain period, it may well rather be a prey for the birds. 

p/s: The quotation above is a kisah benar. The watak-watak (i.e. father, teacher, MCS president, participant) are khayalan penulis semata2.